odd really

I will broadcast something on the internet that I won't even tell my friends. I am so miserable and fed up.
I feel like there is no silver lining but I do still feel extremely lucky.
When I walk home alone in the dark without getting harassed I appreciate it,
After being homeless for 5 months, having a room to myself,
Getting a hug from someone who I have made angry all day just because they understand what I need,
Laughing too hard and too long at something just because it feels right,
Getting a message from one of my old friends,
Hearing someone tell me I am still worth something in the world,
Staying up all night to chat to someone who quickly changed from a stranger to a friend.
All these things I really feel lucky to have.